Oh, dear...
I'm a muddled mess of a woman at the moment.
I have been extremely financially irrisponsible - on my own accord, knowing full well what I was doing - and it's caught up with me.
I got a phone call last night when I was sleeping from my mom... my grandfather is really sick with lung cancer. I saw him Sunday. He seemed out of sorts, extremely quiet, but I didn't think anything of it at the time. Turns out... he's dying. And they didn't tell us until two days after we had spent lunch with them.
My father past away when I was three, but other than that I have been fortunate to not have anybody in my life pass away. I have never attended a funeral. I have never had to grieve for a lost friend of family member. I don't know how to take this information, what to do with it, how to act.... what do I do?
I'm a tad lost.
I have been extremely financially irrisponsible - on my own accord, knowing full well what I was doing - and it's caught up with me.
I got a phone call last night when I was sleeping from my mom... my grandfather is really sick with lung cancer. I saw him Sunday. He seemed out of sorts, extremely quiet, but I didn't think anything of it at the time. Turns out... he's dying. And they didn't tell us until two days after we had spent lunch with them.
My father past away when I was three, but other than that I have been fortunate to not have anybody in my life pass away. I have never attended a funeral. I have never had to grieve for a lost friend of family member. I don't know how to take this information, what to do with it, how to act.... what do I do?
I'm a tad lost.
posted by Bean @ 11:18 AM
1 Comments:
At 9:19 PM ,
Van-Nasty said...
the one thing i wished i had had time to do before my aunt got really sick and then died was ask her her life story
like maybe my neurotic tendencies come from her
and now i won't ever really know
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