Clarity at last.

4:30am on Friday. I swear that as I was standing on that bridge, all by myself, with not a soul in sight or earshot... I found myself. I have never felt so in touch or in tune with who I am in my life, and it was like everything that has been shitty and getting me down in the last weeks just totally disipated and rolled itself up into the light layer of fog that was on the water below me. It was invigorating, and probably one of the most intense things I have ever felt in my life.... I know that if I ever find somebody who makes me feel like that I would never ever let them go.... I know I have certainly never felt something so powerful before... and that was just me projecting that. I cant imagine what it would be like to have two people share something like that.... damn!