I miss him like crazy
Miss the way he smells, his kiss, and his cute little nose

Life is working it's way back into the little groove I had going. I'm not going into details, but this is sooo crazy to me.... I feel compelled to share it. I've been having problems trying to watch Garden State. The first try it was a burned copy and it was flawed, so after about 30 minutes the dvd cut off. I then rented it from the video store ( right in the midst of allll my frustration ) and my dvd player fucked up. I have managed to get it to play in short intervals of about 20 minutes or so before it would cut out, and today - I finally saw the ending.
And it's so applicable. The part when she says" "yeah that's life, and sometimes it hurts really fucking bad - but it's all we've got. This is it."
I have been wallowing in my own misery for about two weeks and today I felt like I really came back out on top of it all. And I watch this movie. And it gives me some perspective so I'm not such a reclusive the next time around because I can just remember that.

Interesting, huh?